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name: Maricel Tan
birthday: Oct. 10, 1986
likes: internet, games, purple, dogs, computer thingies!!!
dislikes: arrogant people, senseless people, and a lot of things! hahahaha!

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April 30th, 2006

Boo-Ya!

WELCOME...

Ask me anything ^_^ anything at all!

 

Entry by Maricel Tan ^_^ at 08:10 PM as a stickied post | 2 said something.



July 16th, 2006

T_T

Grabe... Weird ng situation ko ngayon, parang history repeats itself. Being confused is the worst feeling for me... haaaaay... Naulit nanaman itoh. Bahala na nga... gagawin ko nlng ulit ung usual kong gawain... "go with the flow" bahala na kung san ako dalhin ng agos ng buhay.

Entry by Maricel Tan ^_^ at 08:03 PM | 1 said something.



June 30th, 2006

back in action (again)

For the past 3 weeks...
1. PC got busted
2. internet got busted
3. cellphone robbed
4. 1 day absent from work due to cough and flu
5. and so on and so on
NOW
1. PC fixed
2. internet fixed
3. new but same cellphone model
4. feeling much better, especially when i got to spend time with Ramon
5. and so on and so on...
(that's it... too tired to update... too many to mention that I forgot them... hahahaha!)

Entry by Maricel Tan ^_^ at 08:27 PM | say something?



June 2nd, 2006

A Lot of Things Just Happened

Smile.

All I could do was smile.
All those jokes, mostly hurtful.
All I could do was smile.
All those sarcasm.
All I could do was smile.
I feel hopeless. Unable to fight back.
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Screwy days - The workplace seemed a bit too liberated for me. The people there keeps on throwing rather hurtful jokes at me. I couldnt help but to smile at them even though deep inside, I just wanted to cry. I dont wish to make them feel that I'm some sort of a loser, (pikon kumbaga). And besides, I dont have the right to get mad at them. I'm just a trainee, a practicumer. And they are all regular employees, one of which is the executive chef, who, the more I wouldnt have the courage to fight back at. He threw used tissue inside my toque when I almost tripped because of the freaking wet floor (in front of other practicumers and other employees). I know he was only joking around, but still, that wasnt really funny at all. It sucks big time. I just smiled at him and said that I was alright. But in reality, I wanted to cry, the humiliation I felt that time was just too horrible. People in the kitchen makes fun of me because of my height and my face (I have a baby face and I dont look like my age.) They call me names, make fun of my voice, etc. I know very well that I couldnt do anything but just smile. *sighs*


Screwier day -
It's a bit too personal. A big problem that only I can tackle. Can't post it here really. People who would read it might think that it's really stupid. Oh well...


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Entry by Maricel Tan ^_^ at 12:08 PM | 2 said something.



May 26th, 2006

Day off

After 3 days of working from Tuesday, it's finally my day-off.  I get to rest a little longer, and I can get in front of my computer longer! LOL. I also got to chat with my friend from Oklahoma. He also started working so we were both happy when we caught each other online a while ago. Hope to catch him again soon. I also did my weekly report a while ago, I wanted to finish it as soon as possible to avoid cramming (I hate cramming. LOL). Hotel Philippine Plaza also called me last 2 days ago but I turned them down. Obviously, I am already starting my practicum.

Other thoughts...

I'm Php1,000 off before I can buy a DVD writer. Almost there... LOLs. A lot of people are user, and I mean A LOT! (Just being random.)

Entry by Maricel Tan ^_^ at 04:39 PM | say something?



May 23rd, 2006

Super Tired

I feel so exhausted, sleepy, and groggy (dont really know the spelling). I just want to rest after the day's work. It was fun yet tiring. I got my "flipping the egg" skill back! LOLs. But the stove was just too high for my height. It was like up to my armpit! Gosh! ARGH! I'm going to rest now! Need to wake up by 4:00am! CIAO!

Entry by Maricel Tan ^_^ at 10:13 PM | say something?



May 22nd, 2006

I'm Officially Starting Tomorrow!

I'll be starting my practicum tomorrow in Discovery Suites in one of their restaurant, Resto 5. I'm not particularly sure what I will be doing there. Most likely cook or serve the foods to the customers, buffet type. My shift will be from 7am - 3pm and my day-off's every Fridays, but only for this week. The corporate chef, Chef David Pardo Ayala, will be posting our shifts every week in the 5th floor kitchen. I really don't want a graveyard shift. I will definitely have a hard time going there and coming home.


My lifestyle will change tremendously starting now. I need to wake up at around 4 or 4:30am to be able to reach there on time. I know myself too well not to wake up an hour before or I will definitely be late. I also need to wash my chef's uniform everyday. Yikes! I will also be meeting up with Eilyn tomorrow in Vito Cruz station at around 5:30am. Talk about early birds! LOLs! Oh well, I need to be resting by now, or........ maybe after a few episodes of Weiss Kreuz Gluhen. Hehehe.

Entry by Maricel Tan ^_^ at 02:55 PM | 4 said something.



May 21st, 2006

1 day to go!

(This is actually a new layout. LOLs) OK OK, I'll start now. Yes, tomorrow I will be starting my PRACTI02 (Practicum 02) in Discovery Suites in the kitchen. A hospitality management student is assigned in the kitchen. Wow. It's not my forte, but I just wish I could do good.


A while ago, I went to Robinson's Galleria, again, to pass my stool sample. I commuted for almost an hour and a half, and stayed there for no longer than 30 minutes. Talk about being effiecient, huh. Actually it only lasted for 5 minutes or less, so I took the opportunity to walk around the mall, but I didnt want to get lost, so I stayed only in one floor. Pathetic. And my dad was already calling me, telling me to go home. Great.


Tomorrow, I will get to know my shift / schedule. Although I wouldnt really know if they will let me start right away. I havent got my medical certificate yet. The clinic said that the process will be done for at least 2-3 days. So that would be around Tuesday or Wednesday. I wouldnt really know. Oh well, I need to go now. CIAO!

Entry by Maricel Tan ^_^ at 02:06 PM | say something?



May 20th, 2006

Last May 1, I didnt have this layout. I just recently tried this layout out from blogskins.com. I just wanted to see how it feels to have this kind of layout and I'm actually thinking of making one for myself that looks and feels like this. I'll just see if I have time to make one though. LOLs Oh well, I might revert my layout back to my original one sooner or later. We'll see.

Entry by Maricel Tan ^_^ at 06:39 PM | 1 said something.



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